Mar.10.24 - Day 1988 - I just want to

I just want to create. To be free from the shackles of expectation. To write just for the act of writing in itself, not for anything else. I just want to write to inspire and motivate that little kid inside of me who believed he could never make it. I just want to share my knowledge and experience of the world to whoever will listen, whether they like me or not. To show someone that’s it’s ok to try and fail. I just want to let go of the judgement and noise that pollutes my mind. The negativity that always eats inside telling me I’m a failure and my life is meaningless. I just want to stepa forward and show up every day, even when it’s hard. I just want to find someone who sees me for me and not this facade we all present to the world. I just want to stop caring so much about how other people perceive my work or who I am. I just want to smile and dance more than I do, enjoying the experiences of living life. I just want to enjoy what life has to offer; all the struggle and all the reward. I just want to learn about all that I can learn so I can teach someone else to be a better version of themselves. I just want to create.

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