Nov.1.23 - Day 1860 - Beautiful women

I need to get pretty woman out of my head. You need to see them for who they are as people, not as a picture or an idea on a screen. Watch their actions. See how they respond to you. Do they give you energy? Are they excited to be around you and you excited to be around them? Till that, they’re nobodies. Ideas. Pictures on a screen. And yet when it’s a hot women, that shit goes out of the window. You care about her looks and what she’s saying. It’s on your mind. You check your messages more often. You wanna know if she’s thinking about you. You gotta let that go. As you’ve learned and will continue to learn, one day at a time. One date at a time. One interaction at a time. One moment at a time. See how they are and how you are when you’re around them. Can you be you? Can you be open, honest and your authentic self? Can you be who you want to be without the feat of judgment and criticism? You can’t find those people often but when you do, don’t let them go. We’re all afraid to show our real selves in fear of rejection or that people won’t love us when that’s not true. Those who love you will do no matter what. And if they don’t, it’s not real love. Ask for what you want. Tell people what you want. Talk. Communicate. Be open and honest with those around you. We’re all lying to everyone and ourselves. We’re not perfect. None of us are so why do we pretend to be? It’s our programming. It’s how society has taught us to behaven. Screw that. Be you. Live the life you want. But don’t expect it to be easy. It will be hard. Harder than you imagine. And yet you’ll never feel happier. You’ll never be more happy than living an honest life that’s true to you with people around you who you can be yourself with. You’ll find those people along the way who want the same. Maybe they’ll be conventionally hot. Maybe they won’t. Justremember, looks don’t last but energy and vibes can. Don’t be distracted by beautiful women. Figure out who they really are, not the mask they portray. We’re all just human anyway.

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