Mar.15.24 - Day 1993 - Who cares she didn’t want me

She didn’t want me. Didn’t feel the same way. Had no interest in getting to know me more. Told me she didn’t feel a connection and that’s it. Had no interesting in learning about my story, my dreams, passions, quirks, hobbies and interests. Zero. Based on an hour conversation at a bar. Man online dating sucks. It’s terrible. No matter where you are in it. People can just disappear for the weirdest reasons. All of a sudden after one convo, they’re gone. It’s bad. Hit me the other day. Felt that feeling in my stomach like I was broken. Like I was unworthy. Like I didn’t deserve to be loved. All lies I tell myself but it hurt. I didn’t like it. It didn’t sit right with me. Then I woke up the next day, wrote about it and am moving on with my life. Rejection is meant to happen so that two people don’t end up together. It’s good for that. No matter how great anything looks on paper, it’s not till both people are bought in at the right time that it works out. If one person wants to dismiss you because of one interaction, tell them to take a hike. It’s not worth your time chasing people who don’t want to learn about you. Who cares if she didn’t want you.

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