Savour it:
Savour it.
Those moments of happiness.
Joy.
Being around good people.
Laughing.
Having fun.
As someone once said ‘I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.’
Life is so fleeting.
All of it can change so quickly.
Happened to me this week.
Started off thinking it was just a normal week.
A few days later and it all changed.
My life flipped upside down.
5.5 years of dedication to a firm are all gone.
Instead, I’ll remember the moments of fun.
Biking around Prince Edward County drinking wine.
Late nights boozing playing liar’s dice.
Conversations about life after 2 am.
Closing deals.
All of those moments are still there.
As shitty as the situation ended, I can’t ever forget those moments.
Amplitude will always be a part of me.
Now and forever.
Was the place I grew up.
The place I became a man.
Grew my confidence.
Understood what I was capable of.
Became a writer.
Wrote 1100 blog posts and 2 books.
Ran a marathon.
Read several hundred books.
All personal goals I accomplished during the last few years.
Aided by having a job I loved.
It was most of my 20s.
Especially through Covid.
The years that felt like days.
Grinding through.
Remember the moment we did one of our first deals in the middle of pandemic being outside taking my dog out to pee.
Remember when one of our first portfolio companies went public and what that IPO process was like.
Sat in my parent’s dining room for 18 months.
Moved from an office on Queen and John.
To one at University in front of Union.
To the one at Mars we’ve been at the last few years.
Remember the dinners.
All the great food.
Damas.
Karaoke.
Playing Molkky, the Finnish game.
In Prince Edward county during a sunset.
And on the beach in Vancouver.
Remember the rooftop party in SF where I knew most people.
To the first time I ever met my colleagues at the Bloom Burton conference in 2019.
What a time it was.
Sad the way it ended.
Wish I had more closure.
But sometimes that’s life.
You can’t control what you did in the past.
All you can do is accept reality for what it is, learn from it and move on.
This will be one of those moments.
As my friend Mario said to me, this is another Canada moment.
The moment in uni when I realized I wasn’t going to residency.
I will bounce back stronger.
No doubt about it.
But I will also miss what I had.
What I had achieved.
What I had lived.
What I had experienced.
Being a member of Amplitude.
So thank you Amplitude.
Thank you to my bosses for taking a chance on me.
For bringing a young adult back to Canada from Europe.
For letting me grow into the person I’ve become.
As difficult as it is right now, I know this is also the universe telling me it’s time to move on.
It’s time to do something different.
To add another chapter to the story.
It was fun while it lasted.
I’ll remember it forever.
Thanks for everything.
Make sure you savour life as it happens.